I never wanted this.
I never wanted to love anyone.
When you love someone, truly love someone then you’re giving that person absolute power over your emotional being. They can break you faster than anyone else. They can destroy you. They can play you.
I never wanted this.
I never wanted to love you.

You.
You were supposed to be the one person you would protect me, who would save me.
Save me from myself.
You didn't.
You destroyed me.
You.

I was never emotional.
I hardly ever cried.
Then I met you.
You the one who promised to not make me cry.
You the one who makes me cry.
You make me emotional.

I love you.
Despite the lies, the tears, and the heartbreak, despite it all I can’t let you go.
You are my forever.
My fractured forever.
I love you.