I want you near but then again so far away from me
I wnat to be loved by you but then i feel like i'm an obstacle
My heart aches and feels joy everytime i think of you
i lust
i crave
i miss you
when you're close to me you're still too far
Thinking about you and the way we used to be
just can't help but wonder if you still care
my walls are back up
why is it so hard fro you to open to me
i'm all closed up
afraid to speak afraid to be hurt like you're afraid to be hurt again
sad but happy
cried but smiling
living life full of fear but yet taking risks
Afraid of hurting but not afraid to try
Life as i know it
I hope our good outweigh the bad
Why am i even thinking about us?
It hurts
I miss you
I want you
But i've yet to lear that you're just a lustful nightmare