I have so many thoughts
But I never say what on my mind
I have to write it down
Because if I tried to speak
It would come out wrong

As a kid I watched
I watched from my window
Never once tried to say a word
or even go outside
What was I going to say?
I was five

As a teenager I watched
Even after you had left
I sat at my window
Part of me thinking I'd see you
What would I have said?
I was thirteen

Now at eighteen I watch and wait
Being this close
To all I ever wanted
It scares me, but makes me happy
When you kissed me
My heart skipped
I want to tell you everything
But how can I?
I'm scared to ruin my chance
My chance for everything
Everything I've ever wanted