Whoever told you
"High school will be the best years of your life"
Lied to your face
Because never
Have i ever
Felt so alone
Until now
Never
have i ever
Felt so helpless
Until now
Never
have i ever
Contemplated self harm
until now
Never
have i ever
Looked in the mirror
and come to tears
Until now
Never
have i ever
Felt that healthy was still too big
Until now
Never
have i ever
Confided in friends
Who ripped out my heart
twisted my insides
and gave away my secrets
Like spare change
Until now
Never
have i ever
Stopped hoping
these days wouldn't dare re-visit me
Never
have i ever
Hated four years
more
Until now