You see, I like this boy, but I don't think he knows. I try to hide it but somehow it still shows. Occasionally I'll hint at it, to see if he's paying attention. And other times I find it hard to mention. He's one of those guys that are more than just good looks. He's beautiful on the inside. Especially since he isn't one to typically hide. He puts himself out there, but not in a bad way. I'm really going to hate not seeing him everyday. This boy is special. He makes me smile like no other. We both live with the same parent, our mother. We have more in common than anyone would expect. I wonder if that's why I think he is so perfect. I've thought about him like this before, but now I sort of think of him more. Sometimes I think he's my other half, my soul mate. But it is just so hard to take this information and communicate.