I write as I cry

saying with a joyful sigh
that tonight I might die

I look unto the clouds
with the sun shining through
illuminating my smile

and for a while I hadn’t known
how much the bright light shown
so I could discover the unknown

I lay on my back
thinking of him
and his adorable self

Tonight I will die
but a new me will be born
and I will be reborn

away with the depression and anger
away with my worries and sorrow
away with my fascination of death

I’m a new me tomorrow
Forget the past
and look at my future, with my beautiful husband, Ash