Living
Breathing
Life
Learning
Numbness
Confusion filling the air
The brain
The heart
Not knowing who I am anymore
My Heart races
My tongue is tied
Voice is gone
Body weak
Mind numb
Mind over matter
Longing
Crying
Isolation
Judgment
Frightened
Day after day
Month after month
Year after year
Combining
Stress
Self -judgment
Dream after dream
Reliving the past
Over and over
Memories have faded
Old memories come to life
Overwhelming me with the pain of the past
Pain
Sorrow
Anger
Feeling of worthlessness
Frustration
Loneliness
Fear
Distrust