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Yes, I feel
Yes, I feel
but not in the way I desire
everyday is a perpetual downfall
while I mostly see a stereotypical black
at some hours I see light getting closer
only to be disappointed
as I turn my head
and stare down the same crack in my soul
I am aware that I am alive
inspite of feeling the opposite
my corpse has somewhat of
a mundane schedule
starting with my eyes
as they open up to my current condition
always
the same
in return my brain makes sense
of my first sight
reassuring me that
Yes, I feel
feel the dread of letting myself
fall asleep
knowing that the morning light
will only bring me to the same place
a down fall
I can feel cold
it floods my senses
and I can tell it's not just from
my ajar window
despite my thoughts
beseeching my own spirit
to believe otherwise
No
this is a bitter cold
a blade of frozen expressions
arctic poisoning
dripping little by little into my veins
accumulating just enough
to provide me with tortured dreams
of my seemingly unattainable lust
Yes, I feel
but what's the purpose of feeling
if all you chase after
is the feeling
to not feel
at
all.
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