you’re suffering from an ambiguous loss some geniuses might say,
he’s gone but still here,
a cat?
thats silly to still be upset after all these years,
but his death caused me anxiety,
so give me a reason not to fear,
they are just collywobbless in my stomach one may say,
butterflies that never go away,
an exaggeration,
of no communication skills,
neurotic depression?
is there some kind of cure?
was that site even real?
or is your sickness a complete blur?
anxiety a’int a broken doll,
it can’t be fixed overnight with a needle and thread,
this suffering takes days of dreading life,
until the day you find the light,
well darling this sounds alright,
but it will take all my preciouss life,
to feel alright.