Dear Diary 
I'm just going through the motions of life
It's crazy how people out her trying to Ruin your life
Friends I thought were true were fake as hell
Love man what is love every time I try to trust
Each boy keeps bringing me down and it hurts so much
It's crazy how they don't even wanna get to know you but instead
Invite you in to their bedroom and after that one night
They'll take the next flight out of your life
Leaving you shamed lame and pitiful in your own disgrace
I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a dam who
Telling me they care about me in my own face
Yeah they say you should give second chances but what's the point
If it won't enhance your own chances of finding the meaning of life itself
I want someone to breathe me for once
See my existence
Embrace me with your unconditional love instead of leaving me
In the underlying dust
I guess life is a journey with rises and falls
But you'll never see the story line until after the end of it all
So as I pack my box with all the hurt and pain
I'll send a good bye note to the second chance
that I wish I had never came
The love I thought was real
has taken a flight out of town
You now know the reason why I had every single doubt