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Hate Feeling This Way

December 6, 2009
By AngelOfDaNight PLATINUM, Memphis, Tennessee
AngelOfDaNight PLATINUM, Memphis, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
The future belongs to those who believe in the power of their dreams.<br /> --Eleanor Roosevelt


What you’re doing to me, I just don’t know.
How I’m feeling for you, I just can’t show.
For him my feelings have gone out the door,
I’d give anything to feel them once more.
Thoughts of you are in my head,
As I sit or lie in my bed.
Can’t think of anything other than what you said.
Could it be your feelings for me are dead?

(To be without you) I just can see it.
(Living without you) No I just can’t do it.
(You’re on my mind) 24 hours of the day
I hate feeling this way.

You stole my heart the day we met.
You gave me your number; it’s a day I won’t forget.
We started talking, even shared some laughs.
Talked about our future, our present, and our past.
Secrets came to surface, but that’s ok.
Cause I’m here to tell you, I feel the same way.
But things have been changing and I don’t know why.
I desperately need a reply.

(To be without you) I just can’t see it.
(Living without you) No I just can’t do it.
(You’re on my mind) 24 hours of the day
I hate feeling this way.

I was so close to giving you all I had.
But I had to remember all the pain from my past.
But I thought you were different, so I was going to try.
But now I’m at home, sitting trying to figure out why…
Why have things changed within the blink of an eye?
You said you liked me, or was that a lie?
How you feel about me I wish I knew,
But I guess there is nothing I can do, but tell you…

(To be without you) I just can’t see it
(Living without you) No I just can’t do it
(You’re on my mind) 24 hours of the day
I hate feeling this way

Spoken:
Boy, we’re too old to be playing these games.
And that’s why I’ve come to you the way I have.
I’m looking for that one I can call my own.
That’s why I’ve come back to you before moving on.
To make sure there was no unfinished business and that what was between us had no chance of flaring back up once I was gone.
That’s why I felt I had to write this song.
I had to find a way to let you know how I was feeling because when I talked to you my words just seemed to get all caught up.
I never get straight answers out of you, you are so confusing and it’s causing me to turn to others who know you a little better than I.
But no matter what goes down, I still need to let you know…

(Being without you) Boy I just can’t see it; even if it’s just friends let’s be friends till the end
(Living without you) No I just can’t do it; please don’t leave me here alone
(You’re on my mind) 24 hours of the day 7 days a week, no matter what I’m going through, thinking of you just makes me smile and forget about what’s going on. All my feelings are in this song.
I hate feeling this way (confused)
I hate feeling this way (scared)
I hate feeling this way (taken back)
I hate feeling this way (defenseless)
I hate feeling this way
I hate feeling this way

(Being without you) I just can’t see it
(Living without you) No I just can’t do it
(You’re on my mind) 24 hours of the day
I hate feeling this way


The author's comments:
This song was about someone who I had feelings for but was wondering why he was starting to act different towards me. He said he liked me to but, ever since I told him that I was starting to like someone else, he just started to act this way. So this song is for that guy.

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on Mar. 18 2010 at 9:17 am
AngelOfDaNight PLATINUM, Memphis, Tennessee
29 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
The future belongs to those who believe in the power of their dreams.<br /> --Eleanor Roosevelt

Thank you. I will keep writing. I actually have new things to put on here. I'll most definitely check out some of your work as long as you keep checking out some of my stuff.

Milo! said...
on Mar. 13 2010 at 9:02 am
I really love this. I really like how everyone can relate to this. I hope you keep writing, because this is great. You should check out some of my stuff. I think you would like it.