I always wanted to spend my life with her.
I always knew that I loved her.
I always felt her hand in mine.
I always wanted to kiss her

She turned away from me
she made me cry
she made me die
she made a fool of me
she killed what’s left of me

Now she wants me
Do I want her
She loves me
I love her
We made a mistake

Holding on tightly
Ill never let go
never give up
this is my love to show
and its true

This love is my suicide
I know this because it made me die
Again
This love is my suicide
I never meant to lie to you
Again

Things move way to quickly
things happen so painfully
things happen for a reason
is what I keep being told because
things are always the same

My heart keeps on breaking
though I keep on thanking
that you are there
though it kills me
I still love you

every time I turn around is
every time that you bleed again
and so I bleed too
because we know that
I bleed for you

This love is my suicide
I know this because it made me die
Again
This love is my suicide
I never meant to lie to you
Again

My heart beats faster
I wish this lasted longer
all the fear of being alone
has left me somber
Holding on so tight
To something that’s not there
can hurt more than anything
that’s been seen before

The scars on my body
tell a very different story
about a life of pain
forced to live for someone’s gain
and now there’s something real
something only I can feel!

This love is my suicide
I know this because it made me die
Again
This love is my suicide
I never meant to lie to you
Again
I lied to you again.