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If I...

July 21, 2010
By kasiajonas ELITE, Cracow, Other
kasiajonas ELITE, Cracow, Other
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Favorite Quote:
Live like you're at the bottom even when you're at the top.


If I died would you ever cry for me
Would you sometimes think of me
And if I cried would you comfort me and sing
A pretty song to deafen my pain

Today I got answer for all these questions
This isn't the way I thought it would end

No, no, no, you didn't
You didn't take me seriously
Even though I hoped that
You'd chase after me if I walked away
But you are not brave enough
To be a man and heal my pain

If I said that you're not the one I need
Would you hug me and say I do
And if I sang you a song about the end
You should've said there's no such a thing as death

Today I got answer for all these questions
This isn't the way I thought it would end

No, no, no, you didn't
You didn't take me seriously
Even though I hoped that
You'd chase after me if I walked away
But you are not brave enough
To be a man and heal my pain

I wanted to thank you for opening my eyes
After fooling me so much that I couldn't see sky
I wanna say thank you for making it harder
To trust anyone as I did trust you

No, no, no, you didn't
You didn't take me seriously
Even though I hoped that
You'd chase after me if I walked away
But you are not brave enough
To be a man and heal my pain


The author's comments:
I wrote this song after I told this boy how I felt, how he hurts me all the time. I wanted him to say that he's sorry, that he didn't mean it, that he'll chase after me when I walk away. But I cried in front of him, he got me so miserable and all he did was just... laugh.

Hidden message: Don't wonder what might happen. Do it and you'll know.

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