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She Hates Herself

July 30, 2011
By Lola_Black GOLD, Harrison, Michigan
Lola_Black GOLD, Harrison, Michigan
11 articles 2 photos 276 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I've always been famous. It's just everybody's just now finding out." --Lady Gaga


All she ever heard from them was noise.
About how she couldn’t be like anyone else.
She grabs every tube and powder she can
Just to paint her face pretty like they said she should.
Just to paint ‘till you can’t see a trace of her soul
Maybe things will change. Maybe things will change

She hates herself
She hates herself
No matter what she does, no it’s never enough

She hates herself
She hates herself
Cause every time they speak , they say more than enough

She stopped eating, but was glad everyone liked her face.
It’s too bad she’s too fat for anyone’s taste.
Her parents would have wondered what was going on
If they cared. If they cared. They were too unprepared.
She’d dropped two sizes but it’s still not enough
If they cared. If they cared. But, nobody cares.

She hates herself
She hates herself
No matter what she does, no it’s never enough

She hates herself
She hates herself
Cause every time they speak , they say more than enough

She knows he is only trouble for her
But, like he said, nobody else cares about her.
She doesn’t want him but she still does whatever he says
Doesn’t matter. Doesn’t matter. So why does she care?
It doesn’t matter. Doesn’t matter. What’s with all the tears?

She hates herself
She hates herself
No matter what she does, no it’s never enough

She hates herself
She hates herself
Cause every time they speak , they say more than enough

He said he wouldn’t miss her
She knew he wasn’t lying.
Her friends will only diss her
Now she just dreams of flying

Her parents won’t stop shouting
She’s sick of all the crying
Everyone’s only doubting
She jumps until she’s flying
She’s flying
She’s dying

She hates herself
She hates herself
No matter what she does, no it’s never enough

She hates herself
She hates herself
Cause every time they speak , they say more than enough


The author's comments:
This is too every girl who doesn't realize how amazing she is, or anyone who made her feel that way.

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on Nov. 4 2011 at 8:48 am
AmayaSakaruta, Borger, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
From out of the night that covers me, black as the pit from pole to pole, i thank whatever gods may be, for my unconquerable soul. -William Earnest Henley<br /> Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil. -the Bible

this is great! favorited.. btw, shamelesas self priomotion, could u pleez look at some of my work?

on Oct. 28 2011 at 8:49 pm
Lola_Black GOLD, Harrison, Michigan
11 articles 2 photos 276 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I&#039;ve always been famous. It&#039;s just everybody&#039;s just now finding out.&quot; --Lady Gaga

Sure thing!

Lexie96 GOLD said...
on Oct. 26 2011 at 5:45 pm
Lexie96 GOLD, Havana, Illinois
11 articles 0 photos 378 comments

Favorite Quote:
Now Cinderella don&#039;t you go to sleep, it&#039;s such a bitter form of refuge, oh don&#039;t you know the kingdom&#039;s under siege, and everbody needs you. - The Killers

This is really good, check mine out?

on Aug. 18 2011 at 5:10 pm
WindDancer GOLD, Lexington, Kentucky
10 articles 3 photos 77 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s time to start living the life you&#039;ve imagined&quot; <br /> - Henry James<br /> <br /> &quot;I read to escape, I write to confront.&quot;

this was SO amazing. so so so amazing. please keep on writing!!

on Aug. 18 2011 at 3:41 pm
FutureSceneQueen BRONZE, Amherst, Ohio
4 articles 14 photos 32 comments

Favorite Quote:
Do what you love or die unhappy -m.shadows from avenged sevenfold

That was an amazing poem, definitely a favorite

on Aug. 16 2011 at 7:41 pm
Smiles.can.last BRONZE, More, Oklahoma
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I love this poem!! It's so amazing!

on Aug. 14 2011 at 2:48 pm
Lola_Black GOLD, Harrison, Michigan
11 articles 2 photos 276 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I&#039;ve always been famous. It&#039;s just everybody&#039;s just now finding out.&quot; --Lady Gaga

Thank you!

on Aug. 13 2011 at 11:48 am
Blue4indigo PLATINUM, Sturbridge, Connecticut
24 articles 0 photos 382 comments

Favorite Quote:
I&#039;d rather be sorry for something that I did than for something I didn&#039;t do.<br /> -Red Scott

Once again, an amazing poem :)