You're nothing but a memory,
Just a second thought,
the one cut from the team.
You were the shadow,
Of every step I made in dreams.
Now I begin to wonder,
Is everything what it seems?

I can't remember,
I can't forget.
These constant reminders,
Flowing through my head.
Aren't you the one I was looking for?
But no,
Why can't I never be completely sure?

So,
I don't know what to do with myself,
When I am bleak,
With words I can not speak.
When will I ever be that way again?
When will I speak up,
To make amends?
When can I believe what I see?

You can't remember,
I can't forget.
These many words that were said,
They don't mean a thing any more.

I've said goodbye to my past.
The times,
I knew they wouldn't last.
I'll be leaving here,
and I hope you don't stay the same.
But If you do,
It's not me,
But yourself to blame.

So, I don't know what to do with myself,
When I am weak,
With words I can not speak.
When will I ever be that way again?
When can I never,
Be that forgotten friend?
When will I speak up,
To make sure this ends?

These words,
They are meaningless.
I can't describe them,
Nor can I define them.
I'm just the wanderer,
Paving the path.
Of those wishing onto others,
Their hateful wrath.