I wanna face the fears that are in my face
I wish I could find words to say
But I’m sitting here in silence
Wishing that someone would give me some guidance
Lying here in tears each night
Hoping that I won’t have to face the fight
Being terrified of what I’ll see the next day
Praying for it all to go away
Hiding from everyone who scares me
Dreaming that one day I’ll finally be free
From all this hurt and darkness
Forgetting about all the broken promises
Finding my way out of this shattered heart
Leaving the feeling of falling apart
On school days I get up and go
But on the weekends I just lie there alone
In bed in a dark room all by myself
Trying to find the courage in me to ask someone for help
Listening to loud music on full blast
Forcing myself to forget about the past
But it’s not working
I’ll slowly drown in sorrow
Knowing I’m going to have to go on tomorrow
I am tired of wearing a fake smile
I just want a break for a while
Maybe one day I’ll be okay
But I’ve been waiting too long for that day
I don’t want to go on