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Decaying from the inside out

February 26, 2016
By 19rclark SILVER, Robinson Rd, Ohio
19rclark SILVER, Robinson Rd, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
Is there a method to your madness? Is it all about pride? Cuz Everyone I know, they have a demon inside~ Five Finger Death Punch


Look at her
She’s a mess
Has a hole right in her chest
Wish I could stop
But I can't
She is forever scarred until the end
Tears on her cheeks
Blood on her hands
Emotions shot like a rubber band
No one's there
Look at the scars
All the bandages on her heart

When I pull away from the mirror
And wipe away the tears
I’ll try to let it go
The feeling burning in my soul
The anger, sadness, and guilt
The way that I’ve always felt
For all these years and years to come
Until all feelings are gone

I’m decaying from the inside out
My whole world’s upside down
Living life as a lie
Crumbling from the inside
Decaying from the inside out
Crying out for some help
How long can this go on
It's been happening for so long
Decaying from the inside out
Decaying from the inside out

Life goes on
That’s what they say
Sooner or later you’ll be okay
I don’t know
Thats a lie
You won’t know until I die
Do what you love
That’s what they say
Then destroy it right in your face
But who cares
That's how this is
Destroying lives of a bunch of kids

When will you learn
What you say hurts
I don’t know how to go on
You won’t care until I’m gone
I wish that I could hide
You destroyed my whole life
And everyone else around
I bet all of you feel proud

I’m decaying from the inside out
My whole world’s upside down
Living life as a lie
Crumbling from the inside
Decaying from the inside out
Crying out for some help
How long can this go on
It's been happening for so long
Decaying from the inside out
Decaying from the inside out

When you love your heart gets smashed
Into pieces like broken glass
Your mind gets confused
It’s what society is known to do
Don’t let it in
You can be strong
You are better than this
I guess you don’t know me at all

I’ve decayed from the inside out
My whole life is upside down
My life is a lie
I am dead on the inside
Decayed from the inside out
I know you tried to help
But I can’t let this go on
It’s been happening to long.
Decaying from the inside out.
 


The author's comments:

I have built up a lot of stress and anger and guilt in the past few weeks and it inspired me to write this. I don't know why but it takes true pain for me to write. 


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