I don't wanna deal with this
this can't be real
i don't wanna live like this without you here
i don't wanna see you in my dreams and wake to find you away from my side
you're so close but so far away
i want to feel you again
i'm waiting for that day
i could reach my hand as far as the sun but you can't grab a hold
you must run
i could call your name for days
knowing things would remain the same
you know i'd climb mountains if i could and walk through fire
burnt and bruised
but the bridge has finally burned and my thoughts will fade
unheard
i don't wanna deal with this
this can't be real
i don't wanna live like this without you here
i don't wanna see you in my dreams and wake to find you away from my side
you're so close but so far away
i want to feel you again
i'm waiting for that day
i could cry an ocean but things here would stay in motion
the loneliness you left behind
never seems to leave my mind
my heart is barely beating
i feel our connection bleeding
??????i don't wanna deal with this
this can't be real
i don't wanna live like this without you here
i don't wanna see you in my dreams and wake to find you away from my side
you're so close but so far away
i want to feel you again
i'm waiting for that day
i'm holding back
i'm holding it all
flood gates in motion
to stop this ocean from my eyes
you left and left me broken
yet pieces of me remain in you
i don't just to see you
i want our love to shine brighter hues
i'm holding back
i'm holding back
pieces of me living inside you
?????i don't wanna deal with this
this can't be real
i don't wanna live like this without you here
i don't wanna see you in my dreams and wake to find you away from my side
you're so close but so far away
i want to feel you again
i'm waiting for that day
i dont wanna be here without you