verse 1:
I’m lost in this sea of people smiling right at me,
Always wondered who I was brought up to be,
Here I stand,
Watching the waves hit the shore,
I am not me anymore,
Look in the mirror,
Who is that girl I see,
Standing there wondering when she will be able to breathe,
I am suffocated in my dreams,
Who am I?
Where do I wanna end up in life?
Do I wanna be a wife?
Or do I want to learn to survive,
With this beast inside,
Suffocating me to the point where I can no longer breathe,
I am lost in the sea,
Of people smiling right at me.

Chorus:
Lost my direction,
Lost soul,
Lost my map,
Lost my escape,
Lost my route,
I am no longer free,
from the demon inside my soul,
telling me I will loose all control,
Inside the devil,
I have been known to see,
When I look at the reflection staring back at me.
I am suffocated by my dreams,
My tears clog up so I can’t see-e,
I am suffocated by the wind above me,
And I can’t breathe,
Or take another step of this pace,
I want to escape,
This injury inside me,
Suffocating my soul.

Verse 2:
This world has been diminishing my strength,
My color runs out of my face,
I am full with disgrace,
Suffocating my role as a daughter,
I know my role is to be a mother,
But thats not the path I want to take,
My dreams surround me,
Suffocate me,
I can’t breathe.
Want a escape,
From the roles I am meant to play.

Chorus:
Lost my direction,
Lost soul,
Lost my map,
Lost my escape,
Lost my route,
I am no longer free,
from the demon inside my soul,
telling me I will loose all control,
Inside the devil,
I have been known to see,
When I look at the reflection staring back at me.
I am suffocated by my dreams,
My tears clog up so I can’t see-e,
I am suffocated by the wind above me,
And I can’t breathe,
Or take another step of this pace,
I want to escape,
This injury inside me,
Suffocating my soul.

Verse 3:
How am I going to convince my children to love themselves for who they want to be,
when I can’t love myself for my depression and anxiety,
Punching me to the ground,
Babe I am suffocated,
I can’t take another step of this place,
I am out of pace,
I am stuck in a puzzle,
I am broken,
Waiting for someone to put my story back together.

Chorus:
Lost my direction,
Lost soul,
Lost my map,
Lost my escape,
Lost my route,
I am no longer free,
from the demon inside my soul,
telling me I will loose all control,
Inside the devil,
I have been known to see,
When I look at the reflection staring back at me.
I am suffocated by my dreams,
My tears clog up so I can’t see-e,
I am suffocated by the wind above me,
And I can’t breathe,
Or take another step of this pace,
I want to escape,
This injury inside me,
Suffocating my soul.

Verse 4:
I am young,
But I am strong,
Suffocated all along,
But honey I realize now,
After writing this song,
I have made mistakes,
I have felt like a disgrace,
But sooner or later,
You see your true colors,
You will blossom,
You will find who you are,
You are a star,
And I will love you no matter who the hell you are.

I love my shining star,