Sixth grade

I think I have my fist crush; at least, that’s what my big sister says. I don’t know if I like him that way. All I know is that I can’t think around him. I get really shy and I can barely talk.
I wonder if that means anything. He’s the cutest boy I’ve ever seen. He has dark brown hair, and the prettiest green eyes. Maybe we would look cute together. On TV, some couples look ugly together though. Would I look bad with him?
I think I like him.

Seventh grade

He looks at me sometimes and I wonder, does he see through the pretty blonde girl image. I don’t mean to brag or anything, but I am very pretty. I have long blonde hair, and nice blue eyes. Does he flirt with me just because I'm hot, or does he like me. I go on to the internet and look up a quiz called 'Does Your Crush like You Back’ the results say he doesn't. I begin to despair

Eighth grade

I think I'm becoming obsessed with him. Am I a stalker? I only followed him home from school a few times. I need to get over him. But I can’t. I want to kiss him. My sister says she kissed her crush in seventh grade. Am I pathetic because I didn’t? Should I tell him I like him?

Ninth

HES DATING ANOTHER GIRL!!! Why? She's just some snooty little...
She's really ugly too. Why would he like her and not me? I'm so much better for him. I know we would make such an adorable couple, all my friends say so. They tell me to go for it. But can’t they see, he’s taken. It’s hopeless. I just lost the boy of my dreams

Tenth

He dumped her. He called her too 'immature.' I'm not immature. I'm a very adult girl. And pretty. And nice. I think. Can't he see were meant to be. Ooh that rhymes. Maybe I should make a song...
Can't he see?
Were meant to be
Can't he understand?
We should be holding hands...
No, I can’t write a love song. I'm not a good enough writer. Maybe I should make a sigh... no way too corny. I'm too shy to tell. I just won’t work. It’s hopeless

Eleventh grade

He stared at me during math class. I stared back. Our eyes met. It was the most romantic thing ever. I thought he smiled, and then he looked away. Does that mean he doesn’t like me. Is there no hope? But he looked at me! I need him.

Twelfth grade

He’s going to college in California. I’m going to college in New Jersey. When he left on his flight, he didn’t say goodbye

Freshman

He’s gone...

Sophomore

I have to find a new crush but I can't.

Junior

It’s been three year. I have to get over it.

Senior

There a new boy… And he looks familiar. Could it be...?