When it's cold outside the suns shining and all I can think of is you. I dont know why. Its only so many long winter days I can go without thinking of you. Every time I go back and overlook our realationship it hurts me. I cant even tell you how many times I play Summertime Sadness. Nothing scares me any more. Even though it was mostly all my fault I think ill miss you forever. My friends cant comfort me anymore hearing them talk bad about you hurts even more. You not even having the ability to look at me without feeling misery it pierceing my heart. Why did I ever fall for you? Why did I ever let my heart get broken? Those are quistions you can never answer. Any other time i'd be distracted. I try to keep you out of my head. But this was just one of those days where my attemtps failed and the sun stoped shining. Where I stoped to think.The RAIN gives me comfort it cries for me. Out of all the seasons I've got the Summertime sadness.