It was 5th period , we went to go get our ELA books, there was a freshmen class. I seen her once , looked twice. She was wearing a white shirt, tan jeggings, and white converse. She looked like an angel from above. Feel like she was the one. I told myself and to tut that I will talk to her the next time I see her. It was a few weeks later. I saw her walking out of the door. I had to grow some and talk to her. I slowly approached her. “Hey” Nervously I said. “Uh Hey…?” she said. I was thinking to myself what the h--- am I doing, this is awkward. I got her name and her grade, I added her on facebook. Took her a while to accept but it was cool I thought she was just busy or don’t get on. When she added me we stared slow conversation, trying my best to not be awkward. I would ask her how her day was or what her classes are. As week past, I grew some feelings, I liked her. I wanted to know more about her. She was smart, funny, cute, short, amazing, everything I was looking for. I went to Hawaii for 2 weeks, I didn’t really talk to her cause I was busy. When I came back we hung out. It was the best feeling. I was with her. We hung out almost every day after that. We were basically dating without a title. Three months into the friendship I wanted to be more, I asked her out, “Can I tell you something” “Yeah?” she said anxiously “Will you be my girlfriend?” as my heart beat faster than it ever did “What..?” She walked away fast and awkwardly. I was very upset and didn’t know. I talked to her on facebook asked her what is her answer. She said she wasn’t ready because it was too soon. I felt very sad, I gave up for a week but end up coming back to what I really wanted. After 2 more months of being friends, I asked again to make it official it was Friday January 9th, 2015 afterschool. “Will you be my girlfriend?” I said nervously “What?” she said I didn’t know if she was kidding or not so I said it again “Will you be my girlfriend?” “Uh Yes” she said I was happy, the happiest guy ever. I felt like I was on top of the world. All those months came to a good result. I was really into her, more than I ever felt towards anyone. My feelings grew and grew. I really liked her. I dropped everyone for her. Her happiness was before my own. After a few months, a storm came, and when the storm left, some of her left with it. She broke it off on March 24th. The worse day I had. I stayed up all night wondering why? After a month of not talking. I thought to myself I am happy without her I kept telling myself I am. I did convince myself that I was okay, but one day message each other. We talked it out, hung out again. My feelings never left for her. It was too strong. I was lying to myself .It been strong for her, she and I agree to talk again. I felt happy again. It was a bliss I felt with her that I never felt with anyone else. Her bliss took me into a different me. I realize know that if things go downhill find a way to go uphill. If life gives you lemon, you turn it into lemonade. Don’t give up on something you want and defiantly don’t stop on something you need.