Neverland

My name is Sienna, not long ago I was depressed and I had no one, nobody, I was alone and this is my story…

It started long ago,and this thing called reality. It is where  life gets true and as real as you can get. My mom and dad always knew I was depressed and every time I cut/got drunk, or snuck out they would yell at me and take me to the E.R. when it got that bad… I always said I wanted to go to Neverland which isn't a real place, but It was only to me.

I go there when I am sleeping. I see all the people who are fake but in my dreams they're always there to help me. Even if life gets really hard and it just sucks, I hate my life everyday because of it.

I know how it feels to be broken and worthless mostly in school, it’s so hard when all of it is happening. All you wanna do is die… At school Im just a walking time bomb and it hurts when people say stuff behind my back it’s dumb how many people are like that in the world.

One special day at school there was this new guy . He was so hot but there was something off about him. He was not like the rest of my guys at my school he always had black clothes on but so did I...So I could judge, I went up to him and asked him his name, and it was Elijah.

For awhile we started talking and going on something like dates but really weren't. Ughhhh, I don't even know, but anyway he asked me out and I said yes. On the weekends we always hung out or stayed over at each others houses. We did that anyways besides that we were always together 24/7.

But one day something happened to me, that night I was eating supper with my foster parents that I barely get to see. We all sat at the table and I told them I wasn't feeling good at all, so they let me be excused to my room and go to bed. So, I did.

I was having a dream that I regularly had and this one was off like  something wasn't right. It wasn't my everyday Neverland, it was dark, kinda scary looking. It wasn't a dream this was the worst night I have ever had. I tried to wake up and I couldn't, at this point I knew I was stuck.

I knew I would never be able to come back ever again.