I really enjoyed the way you expressed about bullying into like a poem, I undersrand how you felt at the time that was really hard and lonely.BUT think this way... you are bullying because you got too much attention from others. they were probably jealous of you. Be positive and proud of yourself the way you are now. Others can cheer you and help you by saying words, but you need to make a change. Don't be negative... stand up for yourself!! If you don't like the way the others treat you now, tell them that you do not like it. they would probably not knoe how you felt. It would be really hard to stand up, but if you keep going the way it is now, do you want your teenage life to be like this until you get 20?? no... right? so it is the time to make change!! You parents and teachers... and also I will cheer you!! we will be always by yourside!! good luck! 

When I was reading this story I could feel every feeling that you have felt, because I and some of my friends have felt this way. There is nothing that other can do, you only can make a change. Stand up for yourself, everyone is beautiful in their own way, and nobody‘s perfect!
It will be hard, but I promise that it will be better, if you only make a change and will love yourself more, get more confidence, it will be better, kids are just jealous of you, that’s why they make you feel bad. Kids find your weak point that you have and use that to make you feel bad and worthless. You just have to make them notice that you don‘t have one. So say to yourself every morning that everything will be better and compliment yourself when you look in the mirror, stop cutting yourself, get help from your parents or a psychologist; they will help you!. And good luck in life, just promise, don’t kill yourself, There is so much that you haven’t experienced, and tried so good luck :)