My mistake should have not happened but that's why it's my favorite mistake. This started at the end of 2019 and the beginning of 2020. Back then I was a shy person. I wouldn't talk to anyone in my classes and during groups or group work I wouldn't talk to the people in it, I would just do my work.

During covid, I didn´t text that much to my friends or anyone but if I did in my mind I thought did I mess up during a text or when I'm talking to someone but when my friends did text me I would respond 

¨yo did you hear about a new game coming out?¨ he asked

¨no what type of game is it¨ I responded with 

¨ it's a cod br¨ he said 

¨cool ill get it when it comes out then¨ I responded with 

In the middle of online school is when my shyness was holding me back from school friends and other loved ones most students didn´t talk during online school but I would still talk to some of my friends 

¨dude online school sucks¨ I said

             ÿeah its boarding¨he replied with 

But during this online school, my shyness made me cut off everyone I have talked to friends family, and others I have stopped going to my classes for weeks probably around 5-6 weeks of cutting off people friends and family, and not texting anyone until I talked to my mom and dad about my shyness 

        ¨you should just talk to your friend group more and talk in more group projects¨ said, my mom 

¨and you should talk more to your family in mexico¨ added my dad 

¨its easy¨ my mom said

¨thanks¨ I replied with 

I thought in my mind is it that easy? And can I even talk to my friends anymore?

¨hey long time no see¨ I texted to my friend

¨dude tf where were you??¨ he replied with

¨yeah sorry about that¨ I replied with 

¨you missed the lunch of warzone and didn´t text anyone for 5 weeks!¨said, my friend 

¨I know I did” I replied with 

After talking to my friend for some hours and talking to my family I realize that my shyness was getting in the way of my life and my family and friends and during my sophomore year I tried to make friends at my new school and during that year I quickly made improvements like talking to new people and making friends faster than I would if I had my shyness to my shyness by the end of the year I lost my shyness.