I thought it would be easy
I thought I’d be okay
But I’m slipping beneath the surface
These walls are painted gray
My broken heart is painful
I still don’t think it’s fair
That I’m wishing on these useless stars
And you’re not around to care
When you can’t be with the one you love
They say to love the one you’re with
Instead I tried to risk it all
And found it wasn’t worth the risk
You took me for granted
Then you walked away
Every day and night I wish sometimes
That you would have stayed
Breaking down is easy
Getting off the floor is worse
I remember every piece of silence
And forget all the precious words
Now as everything is fading
Your memory remains
In my heart and in my head
Everything’s the same
I’d love to say you’re cold
And that you’re not in my heart
But every day that goes by
Your warmth and love tears me apart
This will never be easy
Sometimes I can’t breathe
When I think of all I’ve lost
And how we will never be
The depth of your absence
Has made my heart sore
I don’t know how to do this
Because I don’t know you anymore