Here I am lying
Alone in the dark
My mind in a dreary place
Lost in some unholy nightmare
Yearning to be free from these agonizing, subconscious thoughts
I am so tired of this
Pain that I feel, that I have no reason to feel
My insecure mind trying to stop it
But can't.

Its nights like these when
I don't want to hear solutions
Or promises of a better tomorrow
When that wasn't today
Longing for comfort from a friend
Who will aid me from my solitary, confined thoughts
Someone that I can entrust
Who can handle my lost, unbalanced mind
Help me along the way on the broken, beaten path of my life
But these are just silly thoughts
I am just invisible, an infectious disease, a squashed insect
A broken soul.