Suddenly I forgot how I got here.

I tend to do that when you’re near.

All you’re doing is just simply existing

and my stupid smile, I start resisting.

You listen intently to my stupid voice

and stare at me like I’m your only choice.

You get so quiet when I bring up guys

and you always help me, which I don’t get why.

Wait.

Oh my gosh this can’t be happening.

My feelings just got so much more challenging.

My lungs and my head are bursting, exploding.

My brain is flipping and turning and tumbling.

I guess I just never saw it before!

You like me and I like you more.

Because you get my stupid humor-

but my hope is murdered as I see her.