The taste is bitter,
The feel is clostrophobic,
Im covered in disgust,
I've come to loathe it,

This waste of all my time,
The cause of all this pain,
All my tries at grace,
Have fallen all in vain

Id did my best to lie,
I did my best to fake it,
But all these tears fall down,
Im never gonna make it.

Im not the evil one.
I am no villainess,
Im done with all these words,
Filled with so much malice.

This is not who I am,
I rarely face the danger,
Of letting down my walls,
And letting in the anger.

It rages over me,
Like waves Im out at sea,
To all, just let me be,
Until the anger sets me free.