I find it funny

I want to spend my time

My money

My life

Everything

Better

There’s no point in me associating myself with someone like you

Some that wastes their time

Their life

Their everything

For something temporary

Everyone around me’s doing just that

Wasting everything away

Flexing off those shoes they just copped

Asking for everyone’s number on IG since they got a new phone

Making up drama about everything and everyone

Just because they’re bored

It’s really funny

To me, my reality is

I’m still a girl

I’m still a child

I’m a blessed girl

I’m a blessed child

And I know that

So I want to spend my parents’ time

My parents money

My parents love

My parents everything

Better than going shopping every weekend

Just because I have money I never earned

But

I’ve been told that I act according to my surroundings

I hate that

I know that it’s true

Since I spend their money without thinking

Since I don’t really know how hard my parents work

Since I never realized the extent of their love and effort

But I hate it

At least I’m aware of it