Sometimes I think
I think about
How my body is not mine
How my family is not mine
How my house is not mine
How I am just here in the world for a talk show

I sometimes think
That I am in someone elses body
That I live in a strange house

I sometimes think
That I am just floating in air
But when I stop I feel this hug
This big hug just there

And there is where I cry
I cry loud
I cry soft
I just cry everything out

I sometimes think
That I am me for a reason
That I have more blank happy feelings

But when I am in that hug
I feel like I am me
I don't feel like I am someone else
I don't feel pain
Or harm
Or sorrow

I just feel joy
About me
About my family
About who I am
About where I live
About everything

I just want to find out who I am
And who is controlling the old me