Can we please just go back?

To when I was decently happy, but still with flashbacks. 

Can we please reverse?

I was happier back then, only, mentally I was doing worse. 

I miss dropping everything to watch a lore stream,

Now it feels like I have to force myself to watch streams, and the only recent lore is with Dream. 

I miss when Back to the Days, Please Don’t Make Me Choose, and Marionettes were played on repeat, 

Now, I’m expected to stop watching a creator based on one tweet. 

I remember when I’m In Love With an E-Girl first premiered, 

I was in the school gym waiting for the countdown when the video just suddenly appeared. 

I miss the feelings I felt while watching Wilbur’s revival live, 

To admit, the times I’ve watched it afterward is probably 5. 

When the first Lovejoy album came out, that’s all I listened to for days,

Then, on a bad day, I remember that all of this is probably a phase. 

My calendar is still up from January, days filled with upcoming stream events,

But, no matter how much I filled that calendar, it still said, Court 8:30.

I couldn’t run from my problems even if I tried, 

But at least I had Tales from the SMP by my side. 

While at camp, I even made a friend who liked these things too, 

We sang 4 AM, Ain’t No Cryin’, Honey, and Blue!

Maybe it’s best that these moments fade away,

Because back then I tried to flee the country; when asked why I didn’t even say

Maybe It’s because I don’t need those things to cope anymore, 

Maybe I only need those friends I made who love to talk about lore.