Pain we all go through it

We all know the word

We all feel it sometimes

I'm always Alone by myself in the dark

No friends to get me through the long days in the house

Coping with the pain not letting people know how i feel

Seeing The  blur from tears right after i was yelled at

Can’t feel anything but pain from the razer blade on my skin

Getting through by myself i try to get through these hard times

This life is not for me it’s time to go time to leave

But should i leave everything behind everyone i love

No i must go through with this no matter what happens

Go through the pain no matter how bad even when i am sad

Cutting my wrist cutting it deep letting the blood seep on the sheet

Smell the smoke entering the room to laugh at my pain 

My skin yells for me to stop cutting while my brain tells me to cut more

More pain it screams don't go through with this life anymore

But the skin yells louder stop don’t go away people still need you

Don’t leave just like jayden

Don't put others through that same pain as he did

He left with no idea that the truth was people loved him

My brain starts to listen to the skin and tells me to stop

Remembering how janessa took it when she found him hanging there

I open the window to let out the smoke stop laughing

You can't get to me i will overcome you

I said 

I won't try again not again

i won’t let you boss me around i will pull through again and again

The smoke yells as it leaves my room

I will be back when you try again mark my words

i'll be back again

But i shall never try again and i have never tried again