I am waiting

Waiting for a chance

To not be lied to

Not be talked about

Not being judged every day

By someone that doesn’t know me

But when will this waiting stop?

It’s like I have been waiting my entire life

For something that I know I can’t get

No one realizes in this generation

That it hurts

There actions hurt people

The time feels like it is going slower

And I feel more and more trapped

I feel like I am in a dark room all alone with no way to escape

And I feel like the world turns on me

I have been waiting and waiting

For my anxiety to just go away

But I know it wont

I am waiting

For something that

Won’t happen.