I’m a mess
I want him back. But I know
I can’t ask for him back because
I can’t keep doing this s*** to him.
Breaking up with him and begging
Him to take me back. But I want to
So bad. I want to run to him and
Tell him how sorry I am and how
Much I want him back but I can’t
Because that’s not right of me. I know
It’s not but I love him so much. I’m in
Love with him, I really am. I am a
Total mess without him. I can’t stop
Crying and I don’t know why. The other
Times, I cried but nothing like this.
I hurt so badly. I just hurt so badly.
And I don’t know what to do. He is my
Everything and I need him. It’s like half
Of me is missing. And he is the only one
Who brings back that other half because
He is my other half. I just don’t know
What to do. I really want to ask him to
Come back but I’ve really hurt him this time
And I’m scared that this time he won’t take
Me back but I need him, I really do. I’m
So close with him, he is like my best friend.
I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m a mess
Without him and I’m falling apart at my
Seems and the only one who can make it all
Okay again is him, but I can’t go to him
Because he is the reason everything is wrong.
And I’m the one who messed everything up.
I know I made it seem like his fault to him
And everyone else, but the truth is that
It was all mine. And I just threw away the
One person that I need more than anything.
More than anything at all. I miss him so
Much it hurts and every time I think of him
The tears come and they just don’t stop.
I want them to stop and I want him back. I just
Want to be happy again. I love him with
Everything I have in me and more. I miss
Him so much. I just don’t know what to do…