paranoid | Teen Ink


December 19, 2009
By DaviDooxoxorawr SILVER, Centralia, Washington
DaviDooxoxorawr SILVER, Centralia, Washington
8 articles 7 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
Don't judge someone 'cause they sin differently than you

When you look at me what do you see?
Do you see the samething I do?
Or do you see a little girl living in fear?
I wasnt always this way
once upon a time I could survive
but now I live my life paronoid
he made me this way
full of fear.
He destroyed my innocence.
now I check under my bed,
I sleep with a night light,
I look in my closet
searching for a monster.
I cant sleep.
I cant think.
When I cross the street
I stop and wonder who's waiting for me on the other side.
I dont speak, I keep all my thoughts locked up inside.
He makes me crazy.
He made me this way.
At school the kids stop and stare
the world is at my despair.
Waiting for me to crack
they try to push me,shove me and kick me.
They try to kill me.
Revenge on the tips of their lips.
He made them this way
they cant catch me
they never will
I can survive

The author's comments:
when i wrote this, a friend of mine asked me what the true meaning behind this poem is i told her its about not giving your heart to every guy who gives you the time of day.

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Kayleen SILVER said...
on Jan. 18 2010 at 10:26 pm
Kayleen SILVER, Centralia, Washington
7 articles 8 photos 7 comments
dang davi!!!!! i knew you were good at writing, but this is really good!! i bet this will be put online