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My Ending

February 4, 2010
By SlamminMan GOLD, Sandown, New Hampshire
SlamminMan GOLD, Sandown, New Hampshire
15 articles 0 photos 12 comments

Favorite Quote:
Live life to the fullest no matter what the stakes are.


As I sit here,
Today,
I fall apart.
My body goes to sleep.
It zones out.
Away,
Nothing about me lives.
I decay on the inside.
Die slowly.
Like leaves on a brown fall floor.
Except I am not beautiful,
Nor graceful,
As I fall apart.

My eyes don’t see,
My ears don’t hear.
Just leave me.
The only thing that works,
Is feeling.
And I wish it would go.
Away.

I want to fall into nothing.
Because nothing is better than something.
Better than this.
I know longer wish for anything.
I wish for nothingness.
Black,
Death cold hard black.
This hurt I feel burns,
While nothing happens to my body.

As I sit,
I hold my tears.
They can’t come show.
Because no one may know,
While I sit.


The author's comments:
I've have been going through allot of rough times at home and school and the stress of homework and wrestling everyday and I just feel like death is a comfort almost and this piece helped my muddle through and now I'm happy to say that I got my life out in words.

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mask456 GOLD said...
on Jul. 13 2010 at 5:43 pm
mask456 GOLD, Marietta, Georgia
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Favorite Quote:
There is no fire without smoke

I love howe this poem just flows along! I fell you speaking throught this, and i completely understand!! I love this piece! It threads the feelings of your mind so wonderfully! please comment on my work!

on Jul. 12 2010 at 6:56 pm
OfficialApprover PLATINUM, Orefield, Pennsylvania
48 articles 0 photos 1752 comments

Favorite Quote:
Grab life by the balls. -Slobberknocker<br /> We cannot change the cards we&#039;re dealt just how we play the hand<br /> Experience is what you get when you didn&#039;t get what you wanted<br /> It&#039;s pretty easy to be smart when you&#039;re parroting smart people<br /> -Randy Pausch

Great style in this poem, sad and meaningful, it looks almost like a drifting leaf.  Beautiful.