There is a deep sorrow
inside
of me

The truth is
I just wanna
be with
him

Though, he doesn't
wanna be with me
and
he's asking
someone else out

There's a part
of me
that just wants
to scream
in his face
"I hate you!
You are hurting me so much!
Why would you ask someone else out,
when you've got me?"

There's another part
of me
that just wants to give up

I just want to
cry
all the time
until i have
no more
tears
to shed

I want him to
take me back

I haven't seen him
in
almost
3 weeks

3 damn
weeks

I hate
feeling like
this

I don't know
how to tell
anyone how
I'm feeling

I don't know
if I even want
to

I'm about to cry

I'm not crying

I'm not hungry
I'm not tired
I'm depressed

Depression has the
best of me
right now

Its slowly
taking control
of my mind

I want to talk
to someone
but
I don't know who

I don't know
what to do
anymore

I am done
I give up
I am gone...