I don’t want to be alone today
I know no one can do anything for me even if they were there
But, I don’t know what else to say
I guess its worse when I’m alone
Tired of this long wait
Ill never find it
How can I?
Ill never be good enough for it
Why do I want it so much?
Someone to care and understand me
Sometimes I wish I didn’t want it
Sick with myself
I’m not as good as I want to be
I wish I could tell someone my feelings
Pretty sure that’s why I’m writing this
And now I’m feeling like it’s pointless
Because no matter how much I write about it
I know its going to come back for me
Lost
Why do I care for people who don’t care about me?
Why doesn’t anyone care about me?
Stupid lust, go away