Life seems so hard when you are being
Pulled in different direction.
You are still emotionally attached to
The past.
No matter how hard you
Try to shake them out of your mind
They are a constant reminder,
Going off
In my brain.
I want to get off this never-ending
Roller-coaster ride.
But, I know I
Have to face them alone.
Once, I had someone.
My family,
My friends.
Then, I didn’t want the
Fun to end.
But, now I’ve realized how
Awful
They really are.
In my dreams they are
Monsters in disguise.
I only see it through my eyes.
I tried looking for someplace
To hide.
I found the
Empty, loneliness
Of a closet.