& when you see in my eyes

what do you see?

what do you feel?

do you see me?

do you see how i feel?

brown glass windows to my soul

impenetrable by the average mind



unless...




your just like me

an embarrassment to fake friends

a disgrace to your family

a disappointment to them and yourself

becoming nothing but a dark soul in mysterious eyes

never seeming to fade

the past always catches you right handed

nothing you can do

it keeps repeating and you keep standing

still waiting, waiting until someone notices

that in those deep brown eyes there’s more

than just a quiet loud girl,

there’s more than this happy life she shows.

that she too isn't perfect

shes miserable

shes not as strong as you believe

shes close to the end