Ever wonder why you cant smile anymore
Cant put on a show that everything’s alright
Ever realized you didn’t notice you had fooled even yourself
That everything you do is just a charade
And you were just really good
Well times done ticking and the games over

You won!

No one knows what’s wrong but,
You just cant hide it anymore
Your brains overloaded
You only see one way out
Its insane, you cant
you’ll hurt all those around you
Though its ok, they’ve hurt you too
“Would anyone care?” you keep asking yourself
Does that even matter?
Always.
Not thinking straight? Maybe
Reached a point where you just don’t know
You just don’t care
Sure people will wonder why
But nobody knows your mind
Nobody knows you
They don’t know your possibly mentally unstable
And you just break down sometimes
That there’s a deeper meaning to everything
Everyday you question your surroundings
Question everything about you
Not pretty enough
Not smart enough
Not outgoing enough
Just plain and simple not enough
Loosing everything
Little by little
Nothing you can do but
End it before anyone knows
Before anyone tries to stop you and fix you
Which you see impossible
Your mentally unstable but nobody knows
Your getting close to the end
And then they’ll see
They became the end of Me