I have a pain that is in side me
A beast that escapes its chains
A monster that feeds on my fears
A fear of hate
A fear of releasing it
The day after day dread of it bursting forth
It walks the hollowness of my soul
Digging his claws deeper and deeper
Trying to gain control

In my body there is a war
Man and beast
Blood on the floor
Every day I lose more and more in my head I hear its roar
Knowing one day I will be no more

The beast that horrific thing seeks revenge on me on the world
Every boy and girl
Now it’s just a game to the beast
Will I live or will I die
I weep I cry
Will I grow wings or his horns?
I will die in the valley of thorns
Burn underneath or rise above
There is nothing left for me to dream of