Mom,
Did you know that I cried at school twice this year?
Did you know that a boy liked me in 7th grade,that that same boy threw rocks at me?
Did you know that I am afraid of birds?
Did you know that I cried the night when ants wandered into my room?
Did you know that I cried the night Brother tried to scare me when he said he saw a cockroach crawl into my ear?
Did you know that I always thought you loved Brother more than you loved me?
Did you know that I watch dramas because I want my life to have a perfect family like theirs?
Did you know that I thought about suicide, how your life would be without me in it?
Did you know that I cried for an hour when I thought I lost you at the mall?
Do you know that I am crying right now?
Do you know that I have a lot I want to tell you but cannot utter a single word?
Do you know that I am sorry, that I still love you?