I lay down and it starts
The rebreaking of my heart
Every crack opens up again
Hating this, but praying it doesn't end
Because moving on
Is like admitting it's done
It's like giving up the fight
And I can't do that tonight
So I let the memories come back
Rushing in, they attack
Opening up things newly healed
Making me feel things I don't want to feel
The room fades away
And my mind goes back to the days
That you and I spent together
Wishing it could've stayed like that forever
Because with you gone these memories hurt
And each day makes it worse
Tears come to my eyes
I fight it, but I can't help but cry
I don't even remember it stopping
But I wake up like it was nothing