it's raining inside my head.
& it's been raining for a few days now..

last night there was a thunderstorm in me..
lightning flashed along the horizon of my almost dead mind.
wind blew from every direction, making it impossible to keep my thoughts straight.
i cried out all the neverending drops of rain..
i screamed out every single infinite sound of thunder.

it hurt me.
the storm nearly destroyed me..
& i let it..
i let it break me down..
because there was nothing left..
nothing to hold on to.
nothing at all.

some may say it's getting better..
the sun might come out soon.
i wouldnt know.

im not the sky..
im not the sun..
im just another ordinary thought lost in a complicated mind.