You went away,
But I didn't want to see you today.
I noticed more than ever that I didn't miss you.
I didn't even have a clue.
I knew I was mad.
Oh, but this is bad.
I don't want you to be happy when I'm around.
You pushed me down.
It's pretty sad when you make a thirteen year old girl cry.
Filling my head with lies.
Saying you would try.
It took me more than three months to cope with your loss,
And your still walking with your head held high like your the boss.
Today when I saw your face,
I knew I was in the wrong place.
I wanted to run,
But the deed was done.