I write and write and rewrite things to you, not knowing what or how to say, I throw them away.
Where I once felt love, happiness and hope, is now empty, dark, abandoned and cold.
I've thrown the old walls back up.
My heart, if there is one left, is guarded, jaded and shattered.
I dont know where to start, putting the pieces back together.
The guilt and pain that I now have to live with everyday, it's slowly killing pieces of me away.
When you found me, you taught me how to live and love again. Now that you're gone, I can't remember the words to what I thought was our perfect song.
The memory of you, on my heart and skin, is as strong as ever.
The last time I felt a love so strong, I can't remember.
You brought the best and some of the worst out in me, yet, you took one look and still said you loved me.
For who I had been, who I am, and who I have yet to become.
I look to the future and it is no longer crystal clear.
The path we took together, I'm now going alone. It's darkened by fear, by pain, by the loss of what I had to gain.