You told me that you loved me.
That was the first lie.
You told me you’re just not good with words
That was the second.

I remember when you said my eyes reminded you of a clear night sky-
Big as the moon, shining like stars, clear and pure.
Now I look in the mirror and see a muddy mess.
Nothing but dirty puddles full of deception- the richest evil.

Now I don’t know who I am.
However I am smart- I don’t blame you for anything
It was me who picked the apple on the lowest branch.
It was me who took loves first bite-
It was I who indulged.
It was never washed.
I must apologize to myself.
How dare I permit an evil so grand?
It was me who was in the wrong.
To you I say thanks.
I remember when you said you wanted me back.
That was the truth.
But it was too late.