I honestly have no idea what you are talking about.
I nod or laugh or sigh.
But really deep down inside I can’t help but think.
Think about what is happening now.
What will happen.

Im scared to look into the future.
If I had the choice I would surrender.

I don’t know what this is for
Pretending.

I’ve had enough, I cant do this anymore.
Walking around caring when no one cares back.
I want to get somewhere but how can I?

Are you there for me
No.
Is she, he there for me.
No one is and on one will be.
I am all alone.
Surrounded by choking air that is crushing me from you.
I care about you all, don’t worry.

I am alone now and tomorrow, yesterday and everyday.
But its alright, I have gotten used to it
The feeling.
Loneliness is the bubble that surrounds me.
It is the drop of rain on my cheek as I walk.
You think you are there for me but really you couldn’t care less.
Sister or no sister. Friend or no friend.
I’m going to go on without you.